Didn't Go

So last night, I had it all planned I would wake up at 11 am and would go to the local HIV organization for counseling and information, welllll that didn't happen. I couldn't drag my ass out of bed. I noticed as I get more and more depressed, I sleep more and more. I just want to stay in the comfort and safety of my bed. I feel like nothing can go wrong if I don't leave my bed, just stay hidden under my covers. Eventually I got out of bed, but by the time I ate breakfast, I mean lunch, showered and got dressed and procrastinated to the best of my ability, it was too late to go as they close at 4pm.

Tomorrow is my first appointment with the infectious disease specialist. I'm nervous as hell, but thankfully my friend is going with me, so I know I will show up haha. I will post how things go at the doctors appointment.