Life sucks - life costs too much money

Sooooo stressed with life right now. Of course finding out your HIV positive is not easy. My financial situation sucks balls right now (past due on my credit cards, collections calling). Teeth are bothering me: my bridge is loose and I haven't been able to chew on the right side of my mouth for two months now - can't afford to go to the dentist.

My car is a few thousand kilometers behind schedule for maintenance. I called to find out how much my next servicing would cost for my car, about $3oo. Apparently the next servicing is the big one, where they check everything - of course it is!

I was doing my taxes and I am going to owe between $400 - $500. WTF! Why the hell does everything take so much money.

My first appointment with the infectious disease specialist was supposed to be March 26th, but has been pushed back to March 31. I just want to get it over with. Nervous about my blood tests coming back. I can't stop thinking "what if I have to go on meds right away?" How the hell will I afford that?

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa